know, knowing, knew

I don’t ever know what I mean
I don’t ever mean what I say
does that help
if you know me
you’d know
I miss knowing
not knowing what it was
I never knew
about you
I hope you’re following
me right now
are you
or is this too
confusing
this not knowing
makes me a bit blue
not stockings around the neck blue
just sad, quite sad
knowing you’re out there
floating
makes things better in here
“clever girl”
that’s what the hatted Jurassic Park hunter utters
before velociraptors enjoy their steak tartar
let’s backup
start over
I’m tired of searching
not knowing

I’m tired of marching forward
time does not play fair

can you follow this
me?

I speak in tongues
forked

no one can know
not even me
follow?
or are you as confused
as I am

swirl skating

swirl skating

’tis Fried Day and the brain has not escaped the frying pan fire this week – happy weekend – thank you

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10 thoughts on “know, knowing, knew

  1. I don’t “know” if I “know” what the speaker is knowing here (or not)–we all like to read into these things in our own way, which creates a whole other text, but I digress. I do “know” this, however: You are definitely in your creative zone, you seem to have the utmost control of your creative chops as I’ve ever seen from you these past two or three years of knowing you and your work. It’s a wonderful thing to see. Geez, I hope you can understand what I’m saying here. My words, these words–so garbled. πŸ˜‰
    DS

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