the stingy calendar does not offer up
enough holidays with you
gentle and loving
like satin bows wrapping me
deep eyes glistening
for the festive evergreen
not the lateness of the hour
beyond waltzing flames,
silent snowfall brightens
cracked curbs and black pavement
let’s smash all the world’s timepieces
destroy those wicked hands
against searing fireplace bowels
freeze this moment
keep it safe
you and I
ice sculpture lovers
forever locked in a glistening embrace
never too early for holiday thoughts;)
published last year, regifted this year – better:)
heat consumes the lungs
near the soul
overpowers the strongest heart
though in a forest, newness follows
hiding behind a shut door
she feels his heart pounding
through the steel
her nervous hand reaches
if that portal opens
will things explode
is there a beautiful way to burn
wasn’t planning on WPing ’til after this insane party weekend but this popped into my head and I didn’t want to lose it
I’m down here in my humble studio basement, I’m supposed to be cleaning and preparing for a grad party
A dear blog friend of mine, Deb over at C-Dog reminded me about this post. I published it awhile ago. I’m putting it forth again (with a few tweaks). It explains how I came to not simply enjoy art, but to understand the soul of it.
I think we can all remember the epiphany or spark that ignited each of our unique creative journeys.
For me it was a newspaper article. I think the year was 1977. There was a photo of a little girl’s face – beautiful and horrifying at the same time. She’d been caught in a fire and sustained third degree burns over most of her body. At the time of the article, I was fourteen. Jess was much younger.
The newspaper article’s primary focus was on the miracle of modern medicine and a magical procedure to ‘regrow’ damaged skin tissue. After my parents finished with the paper, I asked if I could keep the article. I stowed it in my top desk drawer. That night, as I tried falling asleep, Jess’s face filled my dreams. The next day and the day after that Jess’s skin covered mine. Her sorrowful eyes peered into my head and rested themselves in my dreams.
By the fourth sleepless night, I knew what I had to do.
Ever since I was little, I’ve created art and kept diaries. Like many little girls, I drew horses. I eventually moved onto other subject matter and took up painting. I knew I enjoyed art, same as I enjoyed eating a good cookie or playing sports. But, something inside me changed after reading Jess’s story. I had to paint. It wasn’t a choice. Painting her little, damaged face was the only way I could give her the respect and hope she deserved. It was the only chance I had to remove her burning image from my mind and place it elsewhere. Not to be forgotten, but to be remembered…
Once I painted Jess, my nightmares stopped.
And my creative journey began…